finding work … finding frustration … finding worth … finding purpose …
so i got that job years ago … the.most.toxic.place.ever.
there was good. got back to working. resparked skills. but such toxicity. it was destroying me. my mind.
heard of a few coworkers that got jobs at a place that was WICKED close to home! so i applied, and i got it.
it’s really fun. learning. coding. FINALLY. since i graduated, i’ve never officially been in more of a development role. sql, ssis packages, ssrs reports, and then .. i got visual studio 2013 and have been writing internal web stuff in asp.net and c# — serious fun. helps for my sanity. i leave work happy. thankful.
demons still stalk my mind … but at least, at work, there’s happy, there’s purpose, there’s fulfillment, there’s someone else.